-- little boy♥

Monday, February 16, 2009; Y

Well today really nth to blog abt only for 1 thing that i'm concerned of and that is wad happen yesterday night...There good and bad things happened for me ba..hais..1stly for the bad thing.Yesterday night went to fetch darling after she has been release from work,than went to amk..hahaas..went to eat suki sushi with her cause she feeling kinda hungry and i enjoy the moment at there..lols..she was like omg i called so many food and she can't finish it..lols..somemore she also know she been eating alot and she scare she will grow fatter..hahaas..cute right my darling..hahaas..after eating dinner with her,went back to her house downstair and slack..lols..if i nvr even knew her,dunno how long nvr slack at block le..lols..that at around 12 ling was tired and i send her back home..lols..when i was at her house outside,she ask me to wait and i ask her why?she told me that i can spent the night with her at her house..lols..i was so happy smiling to her saying ok..hahaas..cause her mum went genting and her sister was out,left her dad at home..So she ask me to wait while i use her laptop and after accompany me awhile,she went back inside her house and sms asking me to wait awhile longer cause her dad won go to slp unless he saw her at home sound and safe..lols..so i waited..While waiting,went to facebook and play game and suddenly a msn message pop out and i saw this thing,"Hi Dear"OMG!!!beside me calling her darling,there someone calling her dear..i was like shock for a moment but i didn't reply or scolded the guy cause i wanna ask darling wad really happen..i was angry at that moment,so i check her laptop de chatlog..eventually i didn't wanna check or suspect her or wad but seeing this,i comfirm know its nt juz as simple as that..so i went to check it out..Guess wad?the 2nd chat log i saw de message was on 1st feb and that was when i'm at new zealand..so i read and the next thing i saw was "hi nice to meet ya" and "nice to meet ya too" WHAT THE HELL !! i'm mad at that moment and i continue reading and the message end with,"So we exchange contact number?" and she gave her contact number to the guy...At that point of time,i dunno wad to do..i'm mad and i went fcuking crazy..i juz wanna return her laptop and juz say a forever good bye to her,but i did not..but i oso dunno y i did nt do it..and i continue to check if there anything cause i know her character,she will give excuse of this and that..i continue seeing and guess wad again,a guy calling her dear,she call him dear and say all those mushy thing.,Like "Miss me ma" "Wanna hug ya wor" WHAT THE FCUK LO!!!!next things i feel was,i was at new zealand suffering and yet u at singapore flirting with guys..u told me u love me,cant be without me or wadever it is..hais..imagine i was at new zealand suffering and missing ya everyday and no matter how tired i am,i always make an effort to tried my best and write the dairy give u and this is how u treat me..i fcuking feel so stupid at that time..somemore its nt the end,on the 1st,2nd,4th,6th,8th,10th,11th,12th,13th feb u very late den slp and u told me that u slp very early most of the time..but these day u slp till so late is u went to msn and chat or flirt guys on some days and u wan me believe u wad u had said??NO WAY!!somemore u almost everyday ask ppl to look for u when u have ur lunch and dinner break..its because i'm nt around and u keep asking ppl to come and find ya to eat with ya..if that the case,i won ever find ya on ur break le coz in ur heart,its nt a special things to have lunch or dinner whenever its ur break time cause you can juz find anyone to eat with ya..HELL !!! i'm confuse and frustrated at that time..hais,i dunno like..maybe i'm really a fool to ya ba..darling,this is how i feel when i saw all this you know..do u know its hurts and that point of time,i really juz wanna say a forever gd bye..hais...eventually u make me lost all my trust in ya and how u want me to believe wad u say is true or fake..i dunno..hais..maybe u don understand but i told u rite,put yourself in my shoes..how ya feel..hais..dunno lahx..even writing nw,i'm fcuking irritated by all those msg i seen...after all this,i still give u a second chance coz every ppl make mistake..everyone deserve a second chance and that why i forgiven u even its hurting..hais..after talking all this,2nd thing was happy thing..sleep with darling at her house yst nite and hug her to slp..felt her hug was tight and all the love she given to me that night..maybe she knew if she continue like that,she will grip lose of me ba..this is wad i think..yst even thought keep waking up for abt 3 time,i still slp well cause before i close my eyes,darling was beside me slping and when i wake up,i saw her in the morning and kiss her and told her gd morning in her face..this is the 1st time ever since we been together..hahaas..felt blissed in the morning..how i wish everyday our life would be like this..hahaas..everyday have each other side by side no matter wad happen..i love ya darling..muack!!

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