Suddenly just feel like coming here and blog..today really nt a gd day for me..i feel so terrible and miserable..hais..recently in my blog,i said that darling's mum had accepted me but nw i think that i'm wrong..darm wrong,super wrong..nw i know that almost her whole family dislike me but all is just treating me nice but actually they do not like me at all..hais..its seem like alot of things i do not know and i feel like a fool now..hais..all so faked..everything is so faked..now at this moment i'm just bearing it only..i also feel that i no face sia..like a shameless guy like that..i nw really wanna go home and hide..but i can't..because of darling i will tolerate everything..hais..than eariler of the day,before going to min er birthday BBQ,i and darling had a heat quarrel..this quarrel really very jia lat too..hais...nw i feel that i'm very fcuk in anyway..i really need a hole for me to hide now..maybe what i done really make darling's mum think that i'm overdoing it..really t a pleasant thing..darling i just wanna let u know that no matter how hard or difficult the situation is,为了你 i'm willing to bear all sort of things..maybe u do not know how i feel nw but i can tell u is i feel very fcuk up now..really..hais..don worry darling,i will stand strong,so must u ya..hais..love ya darling..muack!! huggie..