-- little boy♥

Saturday, February 28, 2009; Y

Today as usual,woke up at darling's place..lols..but before that,yst night happen lots of things..yst night while i was waiting to go to darling's place and slp,i waited for darling's mum to slp and than sneak into her nephew room..so i from 11.30pm waited till 3am !!!!OMG!!! i waited 4.5hrs outside her house..slp at block staircase till 3am than suddenly jump up and realised that she haven't called me..so 1st thing i knew was she sure fall asleep de..than i immediately call her..LUCKILY she woke up and answer my call,and she tell me sorry cause SHE THROW ME OUTSIDE OF HER HOUSE..sob..so ke lian de me..she actually forget about me and went to her sofa and slp..dots but i never blame her i know after work she darm tired and have to accompany me somemore..so darling you are forgiven..hees..than today is her cvss choir friends's birthday,and darling brought me along with her,from what i know,she told me that she seldom or even never bring her bf to this type of event before,so i'm gald and happy to go with her and maybe to also tell her choir friends that i'm her bf??lols..isn't it sweet of her..:D ..lols..went to Kbox and sing and to my surprise,all of her friends sing fcuking darm well..is like what song,all of them can see..u guys cannot imagine malay guy can sing more than 1 chinese song..usually malay guys only know how to sing just 1 chinese song but not darling's friends..somemore i today 1st time see her friends and its so pai seh to sing in front of her friends..omg!!!sing what also cannot..normally if its my friends,wanna sing like hell also can..lols..had fun inside Kbox..made fun of her friends and even those working in Kbox..just a little mini joke..hahaas..than when the singing session gonna end,darling suddenly choose a love song called 非你莫属..and she sang it to me..in my life,never a girl choose a song and sing it right in my face..NEVER...at that moment i was kinda shocked so i sit down and see her while listened to her singing..although her tune went off and its the whole song she sang to me tune off,it doesn't matter at all..cause i know its her heart and soul and all the effort she used to sing it to me..darling also told me that she had never sing to a guy like this before..i'm touch darling..I'M VERY TOUCHED OF WHAT YOU DID FOR ME !!!! i always remember this song and the way u sing it to me..i'm still touched now even its pass long hours ago..i knew tonight i will have a good sleep due to your singing and your acompany tonight..i love you darling..muack..guys please don be jealous of me cause i had a good and understanding,caring girlfriend..but most of all a romantic and sweet girlfriend too..love darling lots..muack muack !!!thanks darling for everything you had done today,i'll always remember it by heart..I LOVE YA!!

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Friday, February 27, 2009; Y

Yesterday night booked-out from camp at around at around 7.15pm..as usual,army always delayed our timing no matter in term of whatever things..lols..but there was not enough time for me to fetch darling from work cause i haven't bath and i wanted to accompany darling the night but thinking of a way..cause her mum is at home and i keep finding way and mean to stay,so finally i found a way..due to her dad is at oversea,the problem left was her mum,and so i ask her whether her mum got go into her nephew room whenever she wake up and YES !!!,she didn't go to that room..lols..so i told darling that i can stay but just go to her nephew room and slp for the night and when her mum is gone for work,i than go to her room and accompany..lols..even though yst night was a dangerous night,but still as long as i can accompany darling to the fullest of time,i won't mind.. :)7am i went in to darling room and sleep..OMG!! its so bless to slp with darling whenever it is..this time,she hugged me and slp till i pushed her away..lols..1st time she ever did that and i had a good slp..ai ya,no ppl will understand how i feel at that moment..no matter how i explain also no use cause i'm the one who slp with darling ma..lols..8.30am like that,called macdonald breakfast and had breakfast with darling..1st time had breakfast with her at her house..lols..than darling told me,don't i feel like we already a family..lols..cause her nephew and maid was with us at that moment..so imagine a couple,a kid and a maid having breakfast together..lols..isn't it sweet...OMG!!hahaas..than send darling to work and train-ed home..darling,i'm addicted to you and no one is able to cure but only you..love ya..muack♥♥♥

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Thursday, February 26, 2009; Y

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Wednesday, February 25, 2009; Y

Today went to NUH with darling..hahaas..she almost cannot wake up but still se force herself wake up..knew she was tired but still she have to go for her check up..lols..on the way to NUH we went to eat and shop for my cardholder pouch and hp pouch..than when we are at NUH,darling went to make her dental appointment and it was on the 3rd march which fall on next tues..thought of taking off again to accompany her but i cannot cause today leave,next mon and tues i gt outfield..hais..sorry darling..:(than she went for hercheck up on her hand..heard the doctor said that,if by 1 year her hand did not recover,she will need to have operation on her hand and also if the nerve cannot make it,e doctor will take her's leg nerve to replace her hands nerve..OMG!! upon hearing this,i'm heartbroken..hais..i don't know what i can help darling or what i can do for her if that time really come..but i told her,if that day really come and her hand really cannot make it and need nerve to replace it,NEVER take those nerve from her leg cause after taking,her leg will be weak..so if really need nerve for her hand,i'm willing to give my nerve to her..it doesn't matter what i will become just want darling to recover asap..so i warn her no matter what,NEVER EVER take her leg nerve to replace her hand..lols..after that,we went bus-ed to jurong and on the way,we took lots of funny pic...lols..really is funny pic.really enjoyed myself with her..hahaas..hees..love darling lots le..hees..:)than when we reach darling's house,she suddenly tell me she wanna cook for me cause i told her before that she never cook for me..hahaas..so she cook maggie mee for me..even though is maggie,but still is 'ai xin' dinner from darling..hees..darling,let ya know something,i had so many ex-gf but none had cooked for me..really is NONE!!hees..now u the 1st 1..lols..happy urh..hees..love darling lots lots le..hees..darling,don worry ya,i always be faithful to u even miss singapore flirt with me i also don't want..just want you and only u..dong ma..muack !!

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
She My Ling,I'm Her Dar,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Tuesday, February 24, 2009; Y

Today book out cause tml 25th Feb is darling's check up due to her accident in the past..so actually i'm not able to book out cause my OC say that tml have important event and that why i cannot take off..That point of time,i was like WTF !!! but in my mind,i was thinking ways to come out of that stupid camp no matter what it takes..so finally at night at about 8.45pm,after they told us the major highlight for tml,i straight away ask my officer what tml major event and to my surprise,there ain't any..so i ask that officer to call OC and ask him to comfirm what is the highlight for tml,and in the end,there NOTHING at all..dots.wasted my time..so i asked them whether i can book out? and instead of taking my off day to come out,they want me to use my leave..WTH!! wanna cheat me out but i had no choice cause darling come more important than anything..don't want darling to go for check up alone cause i know at hospital sure very lonely and finally i got out of that camp and tml i will accompany darling for her check up..just want darling know that no matter whoever or whatever things or person that come across us,we will overcome it together and i do whatever its take to accompany my beloved darling celestine..hees..love darling lots..muack..

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
She My Ling,I'm Her Dar,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Sunday, February 22, 2009; Y

Today we celebrate our 1st anniversary 1 day earlier cause,on the 23rd itself,i need to book in..hees..everyone book in but left me haven't only..hahaas..spend a great time wif darling at jurong point..went to watch pink panther movie and went to shop and eat..hahaas..today finally i gave her the couple i bought and a dairy and a card..her present for our 1st anniversary..than at jurong point,went to buy a couple cardholder with our picture printed on it..both of us carry the same box and the same pic on it..the pic is i love the most among our photo..so darling say we put the pic i love the most and make both set for her and me..hees..darling so understanding..love ya le..darling ar,nw its just our beginning,now is like this,in the future i oso hope it will be like this too ya..ok..my love for you will always be endless and bottomless de..hees.really enjoy the day wif ya and oso don mind abt the card thing that we talk today..it doesn't matter at all..nt your fault or wad..don feel guilty..that my job as a bf..ok..hees..love darling..muack..sweet dream too darling..huggie..

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
She My Ling,I'm Her Dar,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Thursday, February 19, 2009; Y

Yesterday was at home the whole day cause yst darling was working ma..den suddenly she called me and tell me her shoes spoilt and told me a good new and that was her wallet was found and return in completed..hahaas.thanks for that kind person that return..lol..or maybe is i curse till very jia lat,1 or 2 thing kena her house than scare and return ba..lols...but anyway thanks ya..CHEERS!!hahaas..than darling nt really a last minutes call me but still i rush again..need to go bugis and buy her shoes and send it by 5pm..omg..left 2 hrs..dots..always like that de but where gt choice,she's my darling lehx..if i don,who will,maybe there will guys be willing to but i'm her bf so i muz do my part..hahaas..than after that,accompany darling go eat dinner and after that waited her to pass me her things and waited very long.. =.=" ..lols..same old line,if i don who will..lols..after everything le,went to bugis again to shop shop..went to buy our anniversary things,GUESS WHAT !! i found it..hahaas..than when shop till half way,went to ip zone to see whether gt old friends still working..hahaas..to my surprise,last time my in charge,chrix is still working wor..lols..somemore become shop manager le..hahas..feel happy for him..hahaas...than shop till 9.37pm,went back to darling working place at centrepoint..waited for her than suddenly moodswing..feel unhappy cause i never pei darling enough..hais..but still darling cheer me up and soon i'm back to normal..lols..thanks darling..u so sweet..love ya lots..hahaas..den after that,we went to our "daily routine" than we talk shortly,i told her i'm tired and i go rest awhile..while i rest around an hrs? i'm nt sure..but i know at 2am we started our quarrel..i know this time is my fault cause i kinda "hong" other girl in the msg but i'm not..at that point of time,i dunno how to explained and this quarrel was real big..i made darling cried for the 1st time and for the 1st time i saw her cried..OMG !! i'm a baddie..i'm nt a gd guy cause i made my darling cried..hais..even she told me in a nice way that she don mind those things i have made but to me its was my pride that has been thrown..all of a sudden,i really cant take it le..i blame myself why do this hp thing always make me so troublesome,so i pick my hp and throw on the floor and its break into piece..keypad spilt,LCD break,hp cant be on,rubber came out and lots lahx..next things i know is darling still at there crying and than i know i need to tell her how i feel..she know how i feel but is just we do not know how to express it out all..but still in the end,we know what we want and wad we need,we ok again..at 3.15am like that went to darling's house cause she wanna pee and so do i..hahaas..and after that, i played her lappy and she went to slp..4.05am le than i went to slp..slping on darling's chest was sure a comfort things for me..face to face as she breath out,her smell was omg de nice..u guys see le won't understand de..only i feel it and understand..hahaas..darling yst nite was my fault and i know wad u don wanna happen or even dislike to see...i'm sorry darling..if i don cherish u well now than i will be the number 1 foolest guy in this world le...hees..;)so from now on,mistake won't happen twice le..ok..hees..thanks for darling understanding and tolerence..love ya lots le..muack muack !!

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
She My Ling,I'm Her Dar,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Wednesday, February 18, 2009; Y

Today morning i was supposingly give darling a morning call de but in the end she woke up eariler than me..hahaas..sry ya darling..nt purposely de..hees..so today gt nth to do juz playing with com and accompany darling by sms-ing her..so yst i decided to cook her a "ai qing bian dang" for dinner..lols..cook for 1 hrs and finally its done..this i can comfirm its sure a better dinner than the one on valentine but still there some mistake and hais..thing still failed..i wanna make her a perfect dinner but when can i??darling don worry ba,i will try hard again and make sure u will be the 1st to try out my perfection dinner de..ok..dots..after she try everything le,darling went back to work and i waited for her to be release from work..after she finish her work,we went back hougang and talk again..everyday gt alot things o talk sia..lols..but nvm cause we talk abt out heart-felt feeling that we feel and talked abt our future..so nw i writing here in the blog to let everybody know..let people who see this be the witness!!..I nvr leave ya even after i ORD from army..i know i will vain like wad i used to be in the past,but nevertheless,i will nt forget the days when i'm nt vain or even handsome cause u don mind me and even support me in wadever i do..so when the time come,i will wanna let ya feel that,you are the only gal that filled with so much happiness that others is envy or jealous of ya..or even to those who doesn't wan me due this this and that de reason..i wan let them feel regret and instead u are proud to have me by my side..hees..no matter wad,i always stand by u no matter where i am or wad i am..ok..i always love ya darling..muack!!huggie!!

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
She My Ling,I'm Her Dar,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Tuesday, February 17, 2009; Y

Yesterday 17th Feb,darling was still slping in my house!!wake up and saw her slping,OMG!!feel so bliss again..hees..than i told darling to slp 1st while i go for my BTT...after that den go fetch her up but who know,when around 1.30pm like that she say she cant slp le and wanna go home change clothes all these...so i say ok lo den she go home change and i told her after she eat le den go home coz before i go out i ask my maid to cook for her..scare darling wake up hungry den nth to eat ma..scare ltr she hungry..hees..than after my test,straight went to find her..before i went to find her,she told me she going to bath and when i reach her house,she was still bathing..dots..imagine she bath how long..from yck to hougang i took around 35mins and she bath around 15 after i reach her house..dunno y gal bath so long...lols..than she tell me she nvr bath when she told me that she wanna bath den delay here and there den bath..dots..girls juz like to delay..lols..than after everything,finally she was ready to go,we went to junction 8 to shop..than when on the way there,something happen for the day..DARLING LOST HER WALLET !!!!we didn't know that she lost her wallet at 1st,then when we reach out stop and darling wanted to tap her card,she thought she kept with me and say nvm..after all is juz a few dollar..but i don wan her to waste money..so i thought its was really with me cause at that time,i oso blur blur de..than my bag doesn't have and the moment she know,she was panicking..i'm panicking too but darling was down the bus and i'm stuck but i juz go down the bus which i shouldn't have..den 1st thing darling worry was her NRIC..so we ask the driver open the door,but he don wan..WTF!!!somemore i forget to ask him wad is his name and the plate number..wanted to complain that indian fucker!!!than nvm..so we decided to chase the bus at the next stop..so we run and darling oso run,i wanted to take the wallet back for her cause she really worried abt it so i overtake her,nt long,she fall down,maybe is due to wad she wear..and i'm FUCKING USELESS cause my gf fall and i nvr help her..wad a bf i am rite..super heartpain at that time,juz hope to get thatwallet so she can be relieved..so when i was abt to reach,the FUCKING BUS RUN AWAY!!..den i think,my leg how to win four wheel lehx..i oso nt olympic runner..den i'm fucking angry and i took a cab and chase the bus..super drama man at that time..chase that bus need $5..lols..but the cab uncle gd,he step on the engine,running 120 like tat..like tat nvm,the bus i 1st time take and i dunno which way the bus take,juz guess onli but still i'm correct..hahaas..den when i halt in front of the bus,i go up the bus..1st thing i do is to FUCK THAT BUS DRIVER UPSIDE DOWN!!!den quickly went up the deck where we sit..and guess wad,its doesn't appear at there..obviously is someone took it..think is some secondary school ppl take cause before we leave,there is bunch of secondary student at there but i reach the bus deck,all disappear..WTH!!! nowadays ppl do run fast..so i called darling,telling her it was really lost and i'm really feel sry abt that..simple things oso can do properly..so i return to darling side and see how is she cause she had a fall ma..skill peel off and with a bit of blood..see le is SUPER HEARTPAIN!!!at that point of time,i know i didn't do my part as a bf cause i let darling's leg BLEED!!! WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING!!!that day don really have the mood..juz know that i'm blaming myself but still i put on a happy face cause i know darling don like to see my black face..hais...MARSHALL CHEE AR MARSHALL CHEE..U FUCKING USELESS U KNOW!!!hais..and to those ppl who took the wallet,hope the person who take return to the police station,IF NT,I FUCKING CURSE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY !!!TAKE THE WALLET HAND KENA CHOP AND TIO HAND AND MOTH DISEASE!!CROSS THE ROAD KENA BANG BY CAR,WALK UP AND DOWN THE STAIR KENA FALL DOWN HEAD BURST,EAT WHATEVER KENA CHOKE,NEXT TIME HAVE BABY KENA MISCARRIAGE,BABY BORN OUT NO ASSHOLE,COME OUT DE BABY LOOK WORSE THAN A FREAK,MALE BABY BECOME GAYFUCK,FEMALE BABY BECOME PROSTITUTE..so u better return..don that person nvr return and throw away all the things lehx..HOPE ALL THIS HAPPEN ON U AND UR FAMILY!!!after this things happen le,we went shopping than went back darling house de staircase..hahaas..slack at there till 11pm cause she don wan me take cab anymore so everyday meet till 11pm jiu muz go le..thanks darling so care for me..hees..so we talk and say bottom of our heart de words come out,darling went to play ppl park hao de bicycle outside,den she make so much noise till ppl come out sia..lols..the moment we heard ppl opening the door,i and darling dash up a floor and run all the way to another staircase and relax at there..lols..so funny..muz see her reaction and sure will LOL de..hahaas..after that,soon it was 11pm le,and i went home..once i reach home,i rush to the toilet and quickly bath coz darling waiting for me at msn..so we chat on msn..guess wad..my cam and mic all spoilt,so cant use..comfirm is bro make spoilt cause last use was him...had fun when we chatting in there..than darling suddenly told me a story of her..and this is wad i say to her.."From Now On If Any Bad Mishap Is Abt To Fall On You,1st Thing You Must Do Is To Let Me Know Cause I Cannot Afford To Let You Have Any Mishap"hais..really worried that 1 day she will get bully or eaten up by other ppl..we will never know but still i told her that if things can be prevent,we prevent cause don wait till things happened le and regret it and its too late..so darling promise me that if anything should happen she will tell me..at least i feel relieved hearing her saying that..hees..darling i really feel bless being with you..its a blissful thing to me with you as my gf or wife in the future..don worry darling,yours worries are extra de cause it will never happen so don worry ya..hees..i love ya darling..muack!! huggie!!

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
She My Ling,I'm Her Dar,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

; Y

16th Feb..the whole day do nth..so at night meet le darling and sit at her house downstair chatting and disturbing..hees..while all this are happening,suddenly darling's mum heard her voice and call her..OMG!!! darling was lying down on my leg and her mum saw that..lols..The moment i saw her mum,i was real shock..dunno how to react..straight away,i face darling telling her "How,Your Mum Lehx"lols..after that,her mum call her to go upstair..lols..expected her mum to nag her again..lols..so i ask her whether is she coming down anot and she told me she will be coming down..lols..So i waited for her to come..while waiting,suddenly felt so tired den i don wan make my hair messy like a fool,i lie down on the face with head on my hands..lols..so i lie till my eyes were heavy and i slp..lols..i slp for around 1 hrs like tat and darling still haven come down,so i called her asking her whether she coming down or wad..lols..at first i thought she was too tired and went to slp and 4get abt me le,but luckily,she didn't..hahaas..after calling abt 10 mins ltr,she came down and we talk again..lols..its was around 1.40am le,and we did nt go home and slp coz tml was darling de off and we can slp till very long..somemore we don bear each other to go and want each other accompany..hahaas..so we talk and in the middle of the night,we talk our feeling from the bottom of our heart and i knew she understand how i feel..whether is in relationship,army or personal matter..i knew she know and i felt relieve after saying so much thing to her..so around 5am like that,i told darling,its very late le,wanna go home?? lols..and i ask her whether she wanna come my house and slp..hees..after alot of commotion,she came and when we reach our house,its was abt 5.30am and by 6am we slp le..lols..at that point of time,i feel very bliss and blessed coz ofdarling accompany..i knew she the one i been looking for,but is juz nt a comfirm things..knowing it and comfirming it is 2 different thing..so let juz take nature to its course ba..hahaas..i nvr regret knowing darling and even have her as my gf..thanks darling,u let me feel so bliss nw and i hope its will be nw and forever..ok..hees..always love ya..muack!!huggie..

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
She My Ling,I'm Her Dar,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Monday, February 16, 2009; Y

Well today really nth to blog abt only for 1 thing that i'm concerned of and that is wad happen yesterday night...There good and bad things happened for me ba..hais..1stly for the bad thing.Yesterday night went to fetch darling after she has been release from work,than went to amk..hahaas..went to eat suki sushi with her cause she feeling kinda hungry and i enjoy the moment at there..lols..she was like omg i called so many food and she can't finish it..lols..somemore she also know she been eating alot and she scare she will grow fatter..hahaas..cute right my darling..hahaas..after eating dinner with her,went back to her house downstair and slack..lols..if i nvr even knew her,dunno how long nvr slack at block le..lols..that at around 12 ling was tired and i send her back home..lols..when i was at her house outside,she ask me to wait and i ask her why?she told me that i can spent the night with her at her house..lols..i was so happy smiling to her saying ok..hahaas..cause her mum went genting and her sister was out,left her dad at home..So she ask me to wait while i use her laptop and after accompany me awhile,she went back inside her house and sms asking me to wait awhile longer cause her dad won go to slp unless he saw her at home sound and safe..lols..so i waited..While waiting,went to facebook and play game and suddenly a msn message pop out and i saw this thing,"Hi Dear"OMG!!!beside me calling her darling,there someone calling her dear..i was like shock for a moment but i didn't reply or scolded the guy cause i wanna ask darling wad really happen..i was angry at that moment,so i check her laptop de chatlog..eventually i didn't wanna check or suspect her or wad but seeing this,i comfirm know its nt juz as simple as that..so i went to check it out..Guess wad?the 2nd chat log i saw de message was on 1st feb and that was when i'm at new zealand..so i read and the next thing i saw was "hi nice to meet ya" and "nice to meet ya too" WHAT THE HELL !! i'm mad at that moment and i continue reading and the message end with,"So we exchange contact number?" and she gave her contact number to the guy...At that point of time,i dunno wad to do..i'm mad and i went fcuking crazy..i juz wanna return her laptop and juz say a forever good bye to her,but i did not..but i oso dunno y i did nt do it..and i continue to check if there anything cause i know her character,she will give excuse of this and that..i continue seeing and guess wad again,a guy calling her dear,she call him dear and say all those mushy thing.,Like "Miss me ma" "Wanna hug ya wor" WHAT THE FCUK LO!!!!next things i feel was,i was at new zealand suffering and yet u at singapore flirting with guys..u told me u love me,cant be without me or wadever it is..hais..imagine i was at new zealand suffering and missing ya everyday and no matter how tired i am,i always make an effort to tried my best and write the dairy give u and this is how u treat me..i fcuking feel so stupid at that time..somemore its nt the end,on the 1st,2nd,4th,6th,8th,10th,11th,12th,13th feb u very late den slp and u told me that u slp very early most of the time..but these day u slp till so late is u went to msn and chat or flirt guys on some days and u wan me believe u wad u had said??NO WAY!!somemore u almost everyday ask ppl to look for u when u have ur lunch and dinner break..its because i'm nt around and u keep asking ppl to come and find ya to eat with ya..if that the case,i won ever find ya on ur break le coz in ur heart,its nt a special things to have lunch or dinner whenever its ur break time cause you can juz find anyone to eat with ya..HELL !!! i'm confuse and frustrated at that time..hais,i dunno like..maybe i'm really a fool to ya ba..darling,this is how i feel when i saw all this you know..do u know its hurts and that point of time,i really juz wanna say a forever gd bye..hais...eventually u make me lost all my trust in ya and how u want me to believe wad u say is true or fake..i dunno..hais..maybe u don understand but i told u rite,put yourself in my shoes..how ya feel..hais..dunno lahx..even writing nw,i'm fcuking irritated by all those msg i seen...after all this,i still give u a second chance coz every ppl make mistake..everyone deserve a second chance and that why i forgiven u even its hurting..hais..after talking all this,2nd thing was happy thing..sleep with darling at her house yst nite and hug her to slp..felt her hug was tight and all the love she given to me that night..maybe she knew if she continue like that,she will grip lose of me ba..this is wad i think..yst even thought keep waking up for abt 3 time,i still slp well cause before i close my eyes,darling was beside me slping and when i wake up,i saw her in the morning and kiss her and told her gd morning in her face..this is the 1st time ever since we been together..hahaas..felt blissed in the morning..how i wish everyday our life would be like this..hahaas..everyday have each other side by side no matter wad happen..i love ya darling..muack!!

Is This A Dream Or Fantasy
I'm Her Dar,She My Ling,Together We Are Darling's.

♥Is This A Dream Or Fantasy♥
♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥

Saturday, February 14, 2009; Y

14th Feb 2009,spent my valentine day with my darling.hees..;)1stly in the morning part of my day,wake up and msg my darling..hees..went to her bloggie website to tell her "happy valentine day".than around 9.50am,went out to supermarket to buy ingredient cause i'm cooking for her..lols..than i was back at abt 12pm,shop for 1hrs plus..hahaas..than when i reach home,i went straight to my kitchen and prepare all the stuff that i need..hees..and roughly around 1pm,i started cooking my stuff..lols..i know darling like to eat black pepper steak,so i cook black pepper steak for her..BUT there 1 problem coz i nvr cook a black pepper steak before..than i was thinking how to know the steak is being cooked properly..lols..than the moment i put the steak into the frying pan,i was so careful till i started wif a small fire..lols..scare ltr gt burnt and that it..lols..cook her steak abt 20mins wif small fire and find that the appearance was nt to gd and i open big fire and soon enough appearance was gd and i use a chopstick and poke it and see whether its was cook but still i dunno but roughly think its was ready..lols..than time is running out coz 2pm i'm meeting her so i con-currently cook french fries,my chicken thight and toast bread at the same time..lols..its was quite a busy thing den after cooking all,i tried to decorated the plate with whatever i had..lols..sure its was a tiring thing to have a candlelit dinner..lols..next thing i know is that my hand felt so pain cause while i was cooking for her,hot oil pop out and got onto my hand and it really hurt but nvm coz everything i done is for darling ma,so its worthwhile..lols..At around 2.30pm,darling called me 8th time and the 9th time i ans and she gt so angry cause i'm late and somemore its on valentine day..omg!!than nvm she attitude me and i'm already so frustrated le than i attitude back..lols..At that point of time i was thinking "WHAT THE HELL,CAN'T YOU WAIT A WHILE MORE "lols..than after all this attitude things,i rush to bath and by 5 mins i was out and i quickly put on my clothes and done my hair and perfume whatsoever stuff quickly..omg..than went to pack the food into paperbag and comfirm everything le den rush out..OMG!!! HELL!!10 mins ago i bath and 10 mins ltr i was sweating like i juz had went running like that..sweated roll down my face till its like nvr turn off properly like that..than had a smoke to clam myself and apologise to darling..told her sorry and hope she understand why i'm late for our valentine day..lols..reach yishun MRT at around 3.05pm and meet my friend at there cause he passed me my valentine present..i bought the chocolate from him and from there,i went to find darling..hell..i'm stick and don really have the mood le..but still i happily went to find darling cause i don wan her to feel that why on valentine day like moody like that..lols..than we took cab to east coast park..lols..cause my plan was when the sky turn dark blue,i put everything on the table and light those candle i bought in new zealand..lols..but when i reach there,the sky was still super bright and i didn't get a chance to light those candles..omg..lols..than we both find it hot and went to buy some beach wear clothes..lols..the moment there was funny..lols..darling was laughing all the way even its was hot and tiring..lols..than after that,we went to burger king and rest and blow air con coz we were sweat like freak..lols..while she resting,i went to draw cash at a super far place..lols..coz ECP de atm no more cash and its was like dots.. -.-"..ATM no cash than how can call it a ATM..lols..so i ran and plus walking fast cause i don't wan darling to wait very long and by the time i reach back ECP,i saw darling msg and i call her telling her that i'm reaching..next moment i saw her,we went to find spot for our "dinner" and she told me that she was worried for me..omg!!i feel so bliss at that moment..lols..than i joke to her that she worried abt wad??lols..worried that i been knock down by a car??hahaas..soon we found a spot and we sat down and took the "dinner" out..omg..it was a super pai seh thing cause where will ppl think of eating a candlelit dinner at ecp de..wa kao..lols..somemore still gt ice wine and those wine glass..hahaas..but however,everything nvr go with my plan but i juz hack care all those ppl looking at us and we eat..lols..it sure was a pai seh lo..so i told darling that if my friend will ever saw me doing things like that,i really dunno how to face them anymore..hahaas..ok than we started eating so i ask her tried the steak and its wasn't that nice and i think its cant be eaten ba..lols...my food cant be eaten too..lols.i juz eat all those fries and throw everything away..when i tried the sandwiches i made,the bread was like stone..wa kao..cook wad oso cant eat than juz eat all those ham and tomato..lols..At that point of time,i'm disappointed of myself..hais simple thing oso cant do..really feel like banging on the wall lo..sry wor darling,i eventually didn't make it and thing still crop up..hais..i was like a fool on that day man..hais..after eating,i told her that let go home juz go out shopping ba..hais..i told myself that,juz forget all those romantic things le and juz be normal ba..In my 20 year of life i had nvr make myself a fool till like that..than we took a cab go home and darling was tiring and she slept inside the cab..lols..she was tired due to her work and waking up early ba..so when we reach home,i quickly went to put my stuff down and bath and changed up for our dates again..lols..after everything was done,we headed to orchard for our dates..lols..and the moment we reach there,she went to her working location and find her fren and as well accompany me to look for wallet that i wanna buy..lols..went to isetan and Tang..lols..when at Tang,while i'm shopping for my wallet,suddenly darling tell me that she bought wallet for me and wanting to give me on our 1st anniversary..lols..i was like stun for a sec and joke with her saying "Wa,you buy wallet for me already ar"lols..cause i never expect her to buy anything and even expect present from girls at all..lols..than she pai seh telling me "You don't want ar,if don't wan than i give to other ppl"lols..of cause i want lahx..lols..had so many gf but nt all ever given me anything..lols.so i didn't buy anything and while we went to taka darling was angry with me cause i say something wrong...while walking i hoax her and she was real stubborn..argh..smack ya ar..lols..but soon after we ok again..cute rite the both of us..lols..than we went to taka and hang around there and took a rest there cause darling's leg pain due to wearing too high de high heels..=.=" ..lols.she thought wear so high de heel can be taller than me..lols..but she was wrong..i'm still taller..hahaas..Hanging at Taka and took lots of pics..lols..had fun over there..become poser cause went to find model at those poster and follow their pose and take pic..hahaas..than at around 9.25pm,we decided to headed to darling's block and slack ba..lols..than we took buses and mrt there and when we darling's block,its was already going 12am and i didn't know that until we slack around 1hrs plus le and and she told me its already 1am le..i was like,u sure its 1am..lols..time really passed very fast..lols..so around 1.30am i send darling to her house outside and sure she didn't bear to leave with me..lols..her hug and kisses was so tight but we didn't have a choice..lols..after that when i reach her block downstair,i called her but she didn't ans..lols..knew she in toilet removing her make-up..lols..so i went home straight and slp in cab..lols..At around 2.20am i reached home,called darling again,she didn't ans..thought she too tired and went to slp and so i msg her gd nite everything before i go to bath..lols..but to my surprise,after i come out from bathing,my phone rang and i know its darling called and quickly without hesitation,i pick it up and talk to her and everything..lols..while we talk,she told me alot things..she told me how she feel on our dates..she told me that,she feel touched cause there no guys ever cook for her and she appreciated it and she felt scare that there will be a 3rd party that come into our relationship..so i told her that not to worry cause as for my part i will not let a 3rd party come into it and we oso talked abt our past time..like wad type of person am i..and oso explained why my expectation is high in her and everything..lols..eventually is we talk truthful words that lies in our heart..Darling,i wanna tell ya that thanks for appreciating me and wadever i have done..i know myself that now i still nt the best of me coz i haven shown it out..i can be better compared to the present me now..i will and treat ya better than other girls that i ever treated..i also appreciated things ya and thing ya done for me..all u need to do is sit back and relax and enjoy all those love that i can give to u..i give ya all i can and we make it a relationship that ppl will be envy and jealous abt..ok..hees..i love ya darling..love ya lots everyday..hees..muack...

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Friday, February 13, 2009; Y

Yeah !! Finally i'm back from new zealand..at there spent abt 17 days..omg..there de weather is so cold and hot coz its super cold in the night till u will shivered.and is hot in the afternoon till u will get sunburn if u have direct sunlight in the open for very long..lip will cracked and skin will peel..lols..but still its a nice experience at there..lols..At there in my mind was faster come back to singapore and pei darling...lols..so at there de training was real tough..1st exercise was navigation and 1 day we walk 20 plus km..its seem simple but the mountain there and singapore de "HILL" was really different..it make so much different and 1 day carry a super heavy fieldpack and walk 20 plus km was sure a tiring thing..omg !! its was hell at there..lols..but nvm coz everything is over and i'm back in singapore le..hees..Nw 9.50am le..going out to buy thing coz today is valentine day and i'm planning to cook steak for darling..lols..make my own candlelit dinner..hahaas..yst at airport bought some ice wine too for today occasion..hahaas..1st time eat make my own candlelit dinner..lols..dunno how it will go coz i'm eating at east coast and with so many ppl walking and pass by,dunno will shy anot..hahaas..so nw i'm going out le..ltr come back cook and see how it goes ba..hahaas...

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♥Its Not A Dream But Its Our Love Fantasy♥
♥I Only Love My Darling Celestine Ong Hui Hui Eunice♥