Today 15th april,i'm going back camp le,just nice ar,today is the 15th and i already 14 days nt in camp le..2 weeks nt in camp,omg the feeling is darm shiok..hahaas..today book in and tml night i think i'll be booking out again than take MC again..hahaas..don wanna go to saturday demo live firing..its a darm boring and stupid things..wanna ORD le,yet doing so many things..wth man..hais,today booking in le,miss darling lots le,now darling slping beside me,OMG!!! so cute..hahaas..today darling went to rebond her hair but in the end she did not like it..its my fault lah..never check out the standard over there and bring her to rebond..than make her very unhappy and unsatified with it..sorry darling..its my fault for nt bringing you to a better shop..sorry ok..hees..than today i quarrel with darling again..hais,the day before we quarrel due to clothing and wearing stuff..that was nt a major quarrel but still these type of things can be prevent de ma...hais..yesterday and today was the worse one..my temper is getting bad cause everyday quarrel ma,of cause will stress and sick and tired of it de..hais..sorry darling,did not control my temper well and keep scolding and shouting at you..i'll try to keep quiet and give u scold jiu hao..ok..sorry..anyway no matter what happen,u're my only love one ya..ok..i love you darling,muack muack!! huggie!!

Suddenly just feel like coming here and blog..today really nt a gd day for me..i feel so terrible and miserable..hais..recently in my blog,i said that darling's mum had accepted me but nw i think that i'm wrong..darm wrong,super wrong..nw i know that almost her whole family dislike me but all is just treating me nice but actually they do not like me at all..hais..its seem like alot of things i do not know and i feel like a fool now..hais..all so faked..everything is so faked..now at this moment i'm just bearing it only..i also feel that i no face sia..like a shameless guy like that..i nw really wanna go home and hide..but i can't..because of darling i will tolerate everything..hais..than eariler of the day,before going to min er birthday BBQ,i and darling had a heat quarrel..this quarrel really very jia lat too..hais...nw i feel that i'm very fcuk in anyway..i really need a hole for me to hide now..maybe what i done really make darling's mum think that i'm overdoing it..really t a pleasant thing..darling i just wanna let u know that no matter how hard or difficult the situation is,为了你 i'm willing to bear all sort of things..maybe u do not know how i feel nw but i can tell u is i feel very fcuk up now..really..hais..don worry darling,i will stand strong,so must u ya..hais..love ya darling..muack!! huggie..

Today is good friday but its isn't really a good fridy cause its raining now..good friday shouldn'tbe raining..lols..have been accompany darling for 8 days straight..from last thursday till now..off+MC+weekend..lols..together i can accompany darling for 11 days lehx..my own off and leav i made for myself..hahaas..and recently i just found out something terrible for me..and that is SINGAPORE have 3 Marshall..OMG..cause darling told me that she know 3 marshall..at that point of time i was shock..i always thought that singapore only have me call marshall but nw its appeared that the name "marshall" does nt applied to me only..how sad..lols..but nvm cause i'm always the special one..lols..than recently darling is sick..she gt a fever..from 37.6 to 38.5 degree..and still she doesn't wanna take care of herself.. *angry*that why she need me to take care of her ma..hahaas..darling,sometime nt i don wanna let u do things that u wan but sometime what u do is nt right at that situation..that why i always correct u ma..sometime if u angry i gt no choice but i do is for ur own good...understand..hees..everytime darling sick or feeling unwell,its may be pain on u but it always pain in my heart..so its always my responsiblilty to take care of ya..ok..hees..hope darling can recover asap,better is recover now..hees..i always love you darling..muack!!

From last thursday night till today monday night,had been accompany darling all the way..as u can see those pic below,we spent our time wisefully..hees..from last thursday night till sat night,had been overnight staying at darling house..hees..so xinfu..its seem like darling's mum and dad had learn to accept me le..i'm so happy cause i been trying to prove to them that i'm not a typical gangster due to my tattoo..as time goes by,they knew it and feel it and yes everything went smoothly..hees..oh ya,on friday night,darling's mummy came back home and she saw us in the room watching one of my favorite show and that is sky of love..than suddenly she ask me this question.."are you serious in this relationship." of cause i am,i nodded my head as i was so shock cause she just ask all of a sudden..lols..expect darling's mummy to ask why i will like darling and why will i be with her but its a no no to think if she will ask cause she ask lots of question which i did not expected..1st time i predict wrong..lols..and of cause i scare say wrong things so i just nod my head and say yes only..but nvm,action speak louder than words cause even i did not explain much or say things that will give her mum confidence,i already proven that i'm serious with darling..i'm not those youngster or teenager that just have a relationship for fun de..hees..than today darling started her MDIS private diploma le..today is her 1st lesson and after her lesson she went to collect her clothes and came to meet me as she is staying at my house for tonight and tml night..hees..after doing she need to do,ex:playing game,bath etc..the moment she finish,she drop dead in the bed..lols..now she slping so soundly beside me..OMG..so cute..hees..darling i appreciate things you done for me and i know we have been tolerating each other even though our temper is worse than a bull but whatsoever things we do is for our future ya..hees..i always love you darling..ALWAYS and i swear..ok..hees..night darling..slp tight oh..i know tml u will hug me and see me open my eyes and say gd morning to me..isn't it xinfu ma..hahaas..readers don be jealous ya..hees..love darling lots..muack muack!!!huggie!!